Lately I have been having a hard time coming to terms with things. Things like my children being grown, well one of them anyway.

My daughter is out all the time. No longer wants to watch Mulan or Little Mermaid with me, and its understandable. She's a teenager. But I still wish we could do things together with out her wanting to wear sunglasses and a trench coat. (That was my poor attempt at an american joke.)

My ex-husband has been pushing for me to get checked out for Breast Cancer since I'm now 39 and going to be 40. He has a point. I'm not young and youthful like I used to be and I can't be assured that my body is going to be fine just because I can walk with out whining about back pain or other things. So now I'm taking vitamins...those ones with fish oil, green tea and other things. One of my pills makes me feel really queasy, and I have to sit down for a few seconds.

Also my son thinks I am starting to show signs of early menopause. Ugh...hot flashes, insomnia and mood changes, as well as post-menopausal osteoporosis and vaginal atrophy. Sounds like a party...

I think I'm just going to buy a carton of Honey Vanilla ice cream, go hide in my room, and watch nothing but all the girl movies I have.

Another late post! I can't seem to stop writing! I should have known this would have been addictive.

But the party was fun! Even if half my guests ended up in tears because one of my other guests... But it was still a good night! Made pretty good beef and chicken shish kabobs if I do say so myself.

My baby girl helped me put them together. She even grilled them herself!! Makes me proud....also grateful because I can't work a grill to save my life. My boy stopped by as well and mingled, : ) may just be my hope and my meddling mother instincts but I think he found one girl very interesting...


It's ******!!!

:) He might kill me tonight for that. But oh well. I had a fun night and even more fun just cleaning up and talking with my girl...hadn't done it in awhile. Felt good to tell her how I was feeling and listen to her problems. Seems she's got her eye on someone too! They grew up too fast! I want to have another one, but thats not an option right now! Ha ha ha.

Have work tomorrow so I shouldn't stay up too late.

Night night all.

So, this weekend I went to my dear friends house and we had a Dr. Who marathon with very good homemade cake!  A whole night of an adorable british man, and chocolate cake. The best or what?

I do not want to go to work on Monday. But, one must pay the bills right? : )

I was house watching again. Which is sad since unless my pay check increase dramatically I will not be able to buy any of the houses I saw. Oh well, shouldn't get my hopes up.

Thats about it for tonight.

Beware the weeping angel!